After
a couple of months, I moved from my family house into a beautiful BQ
and got myself a lovely car. I don't know whether I was trying to heal
by splashing gifts on myself but whatever it was, it worked. I
stopped missing him and started enjoying myself and being happy again. I
became carefree once more and for a long long time, totally removed my
mind from husband things and just concentrated on living and enjoying my
life. I joined a society in church, dedicated more time to work and
splashed some money on some good clothes and salon. My life was back on
track and it was a good life.